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2009-12-29T01:41:00.005+08:00

2:19AM. I can't sleep.

One year. one year and four months. But what you told me at the station hurts so much. but i won't think about the future. I'll forget, as always, but it was so painful. It was logical, but i don't want to let you go. Every time you touched me after that made me want to cry. Each time felt like the last. But i can't stay away, yet. I'm still in love with you.

But either way you'll always occupy a special place right there in my heart, Deanne Tan Rou Hui.

Today was a nice day nonetheless. You made me laugh, smile and feel so happy. Happy to be around you. Smiling at your indecisiveness as we went, holding you close as we sat, and smiling and making funny faces at each other(: 2 more days and then the year ends. And i'll cherish every moment we spend until then. Whatever goes beyond that i just don't know. But i'll cherish you for as long as we're together, i promise.

And i just want to say,
Thank you for being my first love.
I'll never regret having you.

But i guess for now i'll try to sleep, and dream about us being together, forever.

i love you.
Darren

2009-12-07T19:14:00.002+08:00

As of now i am a slave to deanne tan rou hui because my hand snapped into fragments and i have to wear a bandage around my neck and of course it hurts, bullshit.

Now how do you think i can type, of course there's no magic, but its something close to it, its called deanne(:
she's here with me, and she's being such a sweetie by accompanying me on the day i needed her most.

i love deanne, and i love her with all my life.

the only good thing out of this is that my left hand's not the one that's broken, and i'm a rightie ;D
and with this, there's deanne,deanne and more deanne.

no more soccer though, but not for long it'll only be two months before i'll BE BACK AND BETTER THAN EVER!

WAIT FOR ME CHELSEA!

2009-11-12T17:37:00.002+08:00

Posting again! Actually only cause darling wanted me to(: and cause i love her ever so much i'm gonna post!

O levels have gone by in a flash(WHOO) and its really great to be able to play play and enjoy like crazy about its done. Yet i don't feel that great because soon we'll have to go our separate ways and its sad. Dunman was like a second home to me and i'll always miss hiding in the mornings and exploring in the afternoons. We'll be the last few people to ever scale the roof and that makes me proud, in some twisted sense.

well the days have been really long and draggy but nice cause i had my darling and i was wishing each day would past quickly and now its all over. So now the holidays are here and then we'll play and play and play till the dreaded results come out( unless of course you know you'll get a1s all over the shop).

Look forward to the pure/combined match and soccer, and more importantly, spending time with my sweet, dear deanne.

RETURN

2009-07-16T23:27:00.003+08:00

HELLO! I've decided to start posting again every once in a while because of my sudden craving for posting posts. Life hasn't been too bad since the last post below; only that it's gotten much more stressful and the SCHOOL FIELD HAS UNDERGONE RECONSTRUCTION! It's remedials every single day now but it's fun as i've said before in one of my posts below but i am not willing to scan through my archives because i'm afraid it'd crack after so long ;D

Lately i've been sitting with the malay boys and it's really fun.(Haziq; Haris(th) and Luqman) We have this lame game called the lame game and its lame but fun. Due to the countless lame jokes from Haris(th) we created this competition to see who manages to get the most lame points at the end of the year. And for every lame joke you say you +1 to +10 depending on the degree of the lameness.

AND haris(th) is leading as usual. Thanks to his hangers and test tubes xD.

And d has just been so amazing; and so perfect throughout this entire relationship. So understanding; in so many ways.
Thank you so much d.

And guess what? I've picked up a little bit of basketball too! And though i really suck; hey; it's some consolation for no soccer ;D

Alright; i guess i'll end my first post in a trillion billion years now; good luck to everyone in their studies and whatnot.

And i love you so much d(:

NO TIME ALREADY!

2009-03-15T11:28:00.002+08:00

here's my promised post(:

i'm totally; completely taken in by you.
you're mean the world to me.

and i've never gone through a day after the 31th of august not thinking about you.
an i'm feeling bliss too. total complete bliss

days without you here seem SO LONG.
and i'm missing you like crazy; and i think i'll see even less of you during the holidays):
but i love you; and that's all i really know.

and on another note;
liverpool 4 - 1 manchester united

;D

2009-03-05T21:08:00.002+08:00

i feel so lucky; everytime i look at you.
it's like catching lightning; the chances of finding someone like you;
deanne tan rou hui.
you're everything; everything i could ever ask for;
and more.

cause everytime we touch; i get this feeling
and everytime we kiss; i swear i can fly.

it's precious; every moment we spend together.
and it's wonderful; and i'm loving it.

with every kiss and every hug;
You make me fall in love.

we're into our seventh month; and i know each month will only get better.
i know it.

i love you;
deanne
tan
rou
hui

so much.

us

2009-02-18T22:33:00.005+08:00

the past few days have been heaven on earth.
heaven. simply heaven.
i love you; deanne tan rou hui(:

monday we went to go catch "New in town" ; and it was wonderful;
but i'm not refering to the movie actually; but her.
muahahah; and i've just realised that it's our first real date actually; only she and me.
and then we went to get dinner; which she ATE SLOWLY AS USUAL; and she forgot to apologise to the africans as well! for wasting FOOD(:
we're closer than we ever were; and i really like that.
she's just really precious to me.

so school has been great so far; with lots of jokes on miss yeap and stuff ;D
"HUH?! MISS YEAP GOT SCANDAL WITH HAZIQ?!"
and eugene with his SAVE THE FARMERS ideals ;D
and "HARIS(harith) PREGNANT" outbursts ;D

i'll update again on monday(:

2009-02-06T19:09:00.004+08:00

"it's so unbelievable to finally be in love"

you; deanne tan rou hui; have made the past five months of my life so magnificient; so brilliant; so wonderful.
sometimes; i wonder how i so casually went about my daily life before 3108. because now it's so hard; to imagine my life without you in it.

"my only thoughts are thoughts about ya"

you're ingrained into the very back of my head;
the way you flash your sweet smile;

the way you so gracefully laugh;

your simply intoxicating smell;

your dreamy eyes.

love; you're never out of my mind.

"amazed how i somehow managed to sweep you off of
your feet girl; your perfect little feet"

i'm still so amazed; at how perfect you are; and how our relationship has developed over the past month. things have been going so well; not without setbacks; but we've gone through them together and now i can confidently say that i'm genuinely deeply in love with you deanne.

"and listen to the thunder"

you're all i could ever ask for, and more.
i love you; deanne tan rou hui.

2009-01-30T22:48:00.001+08:00

i love you.

UPDATE

2009-01-06T21:52:00.004+08:00

FINALLY ;D
i'm going to update after a long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long while ;D as promised love(:

SO i'll start off by saying a BELATED merry christmas and a BELATED happy new year to every single person on this tiny planet; and a happy BELATED fourth month to my very very very very very very very special someone(:

SO 2009; it's finally time to face the music. The horror. The real deal. But after saying all that nonsense; it's our last year; and it's really "the last time to get it right" ;D so it should go out with a bang at least.

Hahah; after a really long time slacking off and not updating; i do not know what to write. Went on several outings during the holidays; A LOT of them going to safra and spending $2 an hour on PCs. AND TABLE SOCCER xD. Well; it was all enjoyable; thanks to the peeps.

i'll try and squeeze an update in tomorrow; so stay tuned ;D

quizzzzz

2008-12-13T21:46:00.002+08:00

Three names you go by:
1. darrenlow
2. darrenlaujinjii
3. low

Three screen names you have had:
1. holybrush
2. EchizenR
3. Chirad ;D

Three parts of your heritage:
1. Singaporean
2. Singaporean
3. Singaporean

Three things that scare you:
1. letting people down
2. getting lost
3. sharp-scratching; venomous-biting sisters

Three of your everyday essentials:
1. thinking of her(:
2. music
3. football

Three things you are wearing now:
1. my gongshang house tee
2. some beige pants
3. was it white? i can't remember ;D

seven of your favourite songs:
1. Simple Plan - Save You
2. Secondhand Serenade - Maybe
3. Jesse McCartney - It's Over
4. Tokio Hotel - Monsoon
5. Secondhand Serenade - Vulnerable
6. The Academy Is - About A Girl
7. Boys Like Girls - Thunder

Two truths & a lie, in no particular order:
1. i love her(:
2. i'm really angry
3. i'm really happy

Three of your favourite hobbies:
1. football
2. music
3. laughing

Three things you want to do really badly now:
1. goto sleep
2. kick a ball
3. tell deanne how much i love her(:

Three careers you’re considering/you’ve considered:
1. PROFESSIONAL FOOTBALLER ;D
2. PRESIDENT OF THE REPUBLIC OF SINGAPORE
3. nothing cause i'm confident i'll get the career in no 2(:

Three places you want to go on vacation to:
1. London, England (CHELSEAFC)
2. Brazil; for their footballing culture
3. Singapore; it's the best vacationing spot ever ;D

Three things you want to do before you die:
1. play a game alongside chelsea stars ;D
2. have hot; passionate sex x)
3. tell everyone how great they are

Three things that make you stereotypically a boy:
1. i have balls
2. i have a dick
3. i get horny

Three things that make you stereotypically a girl:
1. gayiness
2. i get horny
3. i can have multiple orgasms

Three people that you would like see take this quiz too:
1. cheekang
2. azeek amalee
3. lowkim

If you got married to your most best guy friend, would you be happy?
DUH; but i won't cause i'll be pulling him away from .

What did you do this afternoon?
football

When was the last time you smiled?
7 seconds ago; thinking of a certain someone(:

Can you use chopsticks?
nope; one stick at atime

Who was the last person you slept next to?
dad

What do you order from taco bell?
the bell

Do you still talk to the person you fell hardest for?
ofcourse(: just that she's away at the moment; and i'm really missing her

Do you remember what you were like a year ago?
some joker who would never have made staff sergeant

Do you have unlimited texting?
unfortunately; nope):

Ever cried because of happiness?
not really; i just start dancing ;)

Anything you're giving up on?
losing

Whose pool did you last swim in?
the pool at the hotel in malaysia ;D

Are you planning on throwing a party this summer?
nope; just the throwing

Which girl's house was the last you spent the night at?
motherz's one

What makes you laugh?
the fact that i have two balls

How was last week?
either i have memory loss; or i'm losing it cause she's not here

What could you go for right this second?
a long holiday

What are your plans for the morning?
sleep in

Do you ever turn off your cellphone?
normally i wouldn't; but it's currently off

Do you like certain romantic cliches?
i guess so

Where is your best friend(s) at this exact moment?
on his bed; in the masterbed room ;D

Do you have a ceiling fan located in your room?
it fell

What is the worst thing that has happened to you lately?
her going away AGAIN):

What color is your car?
i don't really know; it's up to the F1 track i'm racing on

What sounds are you currently hearing?
fightstar - the english way

Have you told anybody you loved them today?
i really wish i could):

Do you miss anyone?
2moredays; 2moredays; 2moredays; 2moredays; 2moredays; 2moredays; 2moredays;

Are you growing apart from someone close?
hmmmmmmmmmmmmmm ; not that i know off(:

Where was your default pic taken?
in some womb

Have you ever liked anyone on your top friends?
idunno

How much are you on the phone daily?
alot; from 7 hours to 77 hours

Are you in a good mood?
i am in a WONDERFUL mood; thank you very much ;D

Have you ever been in love?
i am in(:

Do you love your life?
definitely

Who do you trust with EVERYTHING?
cheekang; but some things have to be kept to yourself

What will you be doing in 3 hours?
hopefully; if i'm lucky; dreaming of the most wonderful girl in the world

What were you doing at midnight last night?
rolling in bed

What is your background on your phone?
red rings - sony ericsson

Where is your favorite place to shop?
any sports retail shop

What is your favorite thing to wear?
the jersey with the big fat seven

Do you think you are a good driver?
ask my boss from McLaren

Could you go a day without eating?
seven days; but i would go to sleep forever

Who was the last person you talked to on the telephone?
fariq

Were you happy when you woke up today?
i was busy being nervious; readying for the tournament(:

Are you ticklish?
i don't tell everyone; but there's an on/off switch

First thing you do when you wake up?
go back to sleep IMMEDIATELY

What's on your bedroom floor right now?
that stinky dustbin reminding me of navin; oops oops oops x)

Ever talked to someone that was drunk?
i talk to myself; if that's what you mean

Do you trust people easily?
usually; i keep stuff inside

Do any of your jeans have rips, tears, and holes in them?
yup; right where it counts the most ;)

How many pillows on your bed?
3; aka 7

Are you single?
happily attached ;)

Do you have a crush on someone?
in the past(:

Do you hate the last guy you texted?
nope; the opposite actually

When was the last time you took a nap?
this afternoon; after i lost all strength

Do you only drink bottled water?
of course; tapwater is too tasty to resist

What are you listening to right now?
david archuleta - barriers

Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
fariq

Who was the last person you shared a bed with?
dad

What's on your mind most today?
when will she be back?; where do i make my run?

Something that happened today that made you angry?
getting third accidentally ;/ but it's all good(:

Do you talk about your feelings or hide them?
i hide them under the blanket ;)

Do you wear makeup?
- lippy.

Are you missing someone?
sososo much; comebacksoon(:

Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance?
almost everyone

What instant messaging service do you use?
MSN

Would you date/hook up with your brothers best friend?
what brother ;/ ?

Have you ever had a panic attack?
i do the attacking

What color is your hair?
black; with spots of black

Who was the last person you talked to in person?
dad

Are you happy or sad right now?
happy(:

Is your phone right beside you?
i safely locked it away

Are you cold?
the airconditioner works wonders everytime i press the red button

What are you looking forward to in the next few months?
seeing jellyfish(:

First thing you did when you woke up?
scream cause i was late

What does your best friend(s) call you?
darrenlow

Would you prefer a thunderstorm or for it to be snowing?
i prefer "and listen to the thunder(:"

Who do you call the most?
idunno

What were you doing 10 hours ago?
nappppppppppping

Have you ever fought for the opposite sex?
with(:

Are you that good at math?
i'm tempted to be cocky; but YES; I AM THAT GOOD xP

Do/did you listen to your parents?
listening is not following ;D

At what age did you learn to ride a bike?
7

What's your favorite holiday?
the latest; the rest i forgot

Ever dyed your hair?
nope; black is the colour

Love anyone right now ?
deanne

Do you cry a lot?
yes i do not

Are you good at keeping secrets?
I AM SO DAMN GOOD AT KEEPING THEM ;D

What did you do today?
TOURNAMENTING

Do you crack your knuckles?
the satisfactory sound at the end makes you go 'haaa'

What kind of tattoos do you want/ have?
wait till i clinch career no 1

Do you give special ringtones to certain people?
yes i do not

Have you talked mean about anyone today?
yes i have not

Can you remember your last dream?
not the last one; but the one before it(:

Have you ever done something you told yourself you wouldn't do?
lots of things

Suppose you see your boyfriend/girlfriend kissing another person, what would you do?
start laughing before the situation sinks in; then i'll laugh somemore(:

What is bothering you right now?
when are you getting back): ?

Can you type over 60 words per minute?
i can push to 77

Would you be able to date someone who had a kid with someone else?
kids are fun

What will you be doing 5 hours from now?
dreaming

What was the highlight for today?
the tourney

Did you had fun today?
minus the shouting and finger pointing; yes

If you were to die in a few hours time, what would you do?
have hot passionate sex

THE FIRSTS:
FIRST REAL BEST FRIEND: cheekang
FIRST SCHOOL: bedok methodist church kindergarden
FIRST CELL PHONE: the bulky nokia model
FIRST FUNERAL: granddad
FIRST PET: terrapin george
FIRST BIG TRIP: to australia
FIRST FIGHT: with denise low
FIRST CELEBRITY CRUSH: darren low
FIRST TIME OUT OF THE COUNTRY?: australia
FIRST JOB: pro footballer
FIRST MYSPACE FRIEND: i don't have one

THE LASTS:
LAST PERSON YOU HUGGED: omg; i forgot x)
LAST CAR RIDE: lunch at giant
LAST TIME YOU CRIED?: if i remember correctly; adidas +challenge 08; dropping out of finals
LAST MOVIE YOU WATCHED: four christmases ;D
LAST FOOD YOU ATE: some wasabi-coated peanuts
LAST ITEM BOUGHT: foodstuff
LAST SHIRT WORN: gongshang house tee
LAST PHONE CALL: today
LAST TEXT MESSAGE: fariq
LAST KISS: bleh(:
LAST THING YOU TOUCHED: i'm tempted to say 'myself'; but keyboard ;D
LAST FUNERAL: granddad
LAST TIME AT THE MALL: a week ago
LAST TIME YOU WERE EXCITED FOR SOMETHING: first december
LAST PERSON YOU SAW: dad
LAST THING YOU DRANK: coke zero
LAST PERSON THAT BROKE YOUR HEART: bleh(:
LAST TIME YOU WERE REALLY HONESTLY HAPPY?: december the first

doubts

2008-12-06T19:27:00.002+08:00

envcut

hah; everyone has them; i suppose.
god; please do guide me.

2008-12-03T22:59:00.002+08:00

3 December 2008
COC; GOH
one of the funnest ncc activities(:

pictures

2008-12-02T20:46:00.001+08:00

since loads of pictures were taken during my genting trip; i thought i'd post them ;D
warning: may take hours or years to load; depending on how this blog likes you(:

poseuring x)

i see your armpits ;D and i'm going to kick your butt(:

off to malaysia(: ; it was 3 am

at some shell patrol station in malacca ;D

breakfast at mac-degascar(:

I AM ALEX ;D

I STILL AM ALEX ;D

we came here years ago and the atmosphere ~~was~~is creepy ;O

sometimes; i just wonder(:

donut in my mouth(:

we're just fighting for the bed(:

off to eat(:

statue of liberty; remix(:

ripley's (: believe it; or not ;D

acting emo

babysitting that girl next to me in the FAKE snow thing(:

family shot(:

yep; that's my sis x)

sneaky xP

acting emo ;D

chocolate factory(:

makan(:

christmas((:

watching the tv; wrapped in a towel(:

STONEGRILL ;D

back home again(:

you

2008-12-01T20:49:00.002+08:00

our third month(:
it's another milestone huh(:
"pride; effort; teamwork
we don't have that bullshit around here"
these three months have been absolutely wonderful;
and now i love you more than i ever have(:

Today is a winding road; tell me where to start and tell me something I don't know.
Today i'm on my own; i can't move a muscle and i can't pick up the phone; i don't know.

it's really amazing how one person can have a hold on you;
control everything you do;
twist your guts inside out(:
but i guess that's love;
it's an incurable disease;
but i'm glad i contracted it ;D

it's my first relationship;
and i know i'm inexperienced and stuff;
but with you i'll know that i'm never lost(:
from day one you've always been perfect(:
you're comforting;
you treasure friends;
you're sweet;
you're smart;
you're funny;
you're beautiful in every sense;
you're lovely;
you're just everything to me(:

And now i'm itching for the tall grass;
And longing for the breeze.
I need to step outside; just to see if i can breathe.
I gotta find a way out;
Maybe there's a way out.

today was nice(:
although it was just another movie;
with you;
it was something special(:

Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer.
Do you know you're unlike any other?
You'll always be my thunder, and I said;
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors.

and yeah; the future's scary.
but we'll live in the moment(:

I don't wanna ever love another.
You'll always be my thunder.
So bring on the rain.
And bring on the thunder.

i love you too;
more than anything;
including chelsea(:
BUT YOU DON'T GET COCKY TOO(:

2008-11-20T17:42:00.002+08:00

DAY TWO

blahblahblah x)

i'm zoning out occasionally now;
PLEASE
COME
BACK
SOON
OKAY(:

today was fun(:
first i woke up at seven something to meet those 3d1 peeps for soccer at the street court near the stadium. played&played till around ten when the malay peeps took a break with the score 6-5.

JUST ONE MORE FOR MY SEVEN; but yeah(:

changed up and went off to school for the HIKING briefing this sat(: IT'S GOING TO BE FUN ;D then we went to ehub to watch madagascar(and kanghao was complaining that he watched it before so i had to sponsor 1/3 of his ticket xD) the movie was okay i guess(: ; not as bad as chee kang was trying to convince us, muahah(: then we played the PANGSEH THE NADIM game x)) nadim went ahead onto the escalator, and just when i was about to step on it too, jerome grabbed me backwards and let the couple behind go on it(: therefore nadim was stuck and needed to wait before coming back up. and by that time, we already ran to the bus stop xD And as expected, he called in seven seconds so we told him we were in the busstop, before we decided to play around some more by going to the bowling alley xP So we went all around with him following x) sounds really bastard-y but ohwell; sorry nadim
---------------
daytwo and i'm starting to zone out more often(:
-spells of restlessness(:
-constantly checking my phone x)
-stoning(:

but i'll survive(:

2008-11-19T21:49:00.002+08:00

DAY ONE

she's gone to CLUBMED FOR six days):

it's just been one day but;
i'm really missing her; even now(:

soccer training was cancelled today; and that's just another obstacle in trying to distract myself so i won't waste away at home, lying on my bed and just thinking of youknowwho x)
blah

there's ncc meeting tomorrow; FINALLY.
have been out of touch with nccair lately, with the 02s doing the planning and such.
HIKING's this saturday ;D
it's going to be VERYVERY fun xD
---------------
dayone and i'm still healthy and strong(:
-heartbeat's normal(:
-minimal hypertensive change(:
-head's filled with her just 77%

therefore i'll live another day(:

2008-11-16T12:42:00.002+08:00

deanne . deanne. deanne.

deanne. deanne .

deanne. deanne . deanne. deanne.

deanne . deanne.

deanne. deanne. deanne.

deanne .
deanne. deanne. deanne . deanne.

deanne. deanne. deanne. deanne .

deanne .

deanne.
deanne. deanne. deanne .

deanne. deanne.

deanne . deanne . deanne.

deanne. deanne.

deanne . deanne. deanne .

this is how much i love you back.

2008-11-14T18:20:00.006+08:00

SABA HAS FINALLY ENDED ;D
after three days of being subject to the torture of looking at things that we're really not interested it; it's over(:
but i can't say it wasn't fun;
it was, because we just goofed off 77% of the time(:

thefirstday we had some fun on the train. as always we went to the last cabin for convenience's sake and then when we got to ~~yunus~~eunos where chiam and darrenkui were supposed to get on, they went into the train somewhere in the middle only because daowen was there, and you know what happens when he's there xP. And then at kallang darren ran out of the train hoping to reach the door to the last cabin but failed miserably and got stuck there while daowen was still somewhere on the train. Then we agreed to meet at the city hall station but this time, WE missed the stop and so went on one more stop to raffles place(: but then after that we went back one stop so it ended up being okay xD.

Then later on we took 169 on the wrong side to the air base. Therefore; we had to get off and go to the opposite side again wasting SOO much time x). Then we stopped at the air base stop but THOUGHT we stopped 2 stops late, lucky thing ~~eunos~~yunus was there to stop us though(: Then we walked really long into the air base and surrendered our phones, minus darrenlow and chngjerome because we cleverly brought non-camera phones(: Then it was all blahblah briefings and vicious videos to endure.

But we managed to sit the chinook at the end of the day; it was only fun because they opened the door and we could see everything(: i tried waving to deanne from above but i think she didn't see me(:

& later; complicated stuff happened; but it's all okay now(:

secondday was rather boring except for daowen trying to sing; muahah(: and jesse mccartney's "it's over" was song of the course; because fauzan was commenting on how he wouldn't be able to imagine ever letting his girlfriend go(:

thirdday was reallyreally nonsensical BECAUSE MUHD FAUZAN, CHIAM DAO WEN and DARREN KUI decided not to come and the remaining three of us had to endure another 1.5hr of exploring and listening to talks):

well i guess that's pretty much all for SABA.

Well holidays have started and sec 3 has ended. Ohwell; looking back at this year's highlights would be fun; but i'm already tired out writing this long, and i have a really rare headache.

so i guess it's goodbye 2008(:

SABA

2008-11-11T21:40:00.003+08:00

tuesday; my FINAL day in bridging(:

BUT tomorrow's the SABA attachment program. It'll be a whole day thing but day is the keyword. I'll be back at night.

uh huh; i've changed my blogskin after 59605877777772481904 years; just thought it might need a new skin since it shedded out of it's old one.

past few days have just been lessons, lessons and lessons): so in order to spice things up, i went movie making(:

http://www.youtube.com/user/em0xme ; nuff said(:

this is reallyreally short since i don't really have the inspiration(:

butbut since i'm suffering a serotonin(the SUPPOSED hormone that causes sudden outbursts of love)attack;
i'll just say that;
iloveher(:

spa

2008-11-03T14:26:00.001+08:00

I haven't been blogging lately so i thought i'll just write some post.

Went to watch HSM3 (finally(:) with my two sisters and my mom(: I promised to take my small sis out after her exams but it ended up being a family thing(: we watched the 950pm show; watching movies at night is so so fun(:

watching HSM reminded me that we're going to go our seperate ways exactly a year from now; but then again i'll just enjoy what i have now(:

i really don't know what to write anymore so i'll go study for CHEM SPA.

I'M DEAD FOR CHEM SPA.

vojnqpsubou

quiz

2008-10-29T13:56:00.001+08:00

OOPS i didn't even know i was tagged for this quiz xP

1.The person who tagged/pass you is?
TAN YUAN TING

2. Your relationship with him/her?
friends from primary school ;)

Your five impressions of him/her ?
-crazy
-crazy
-crazy
-crazy
-crazy
i don't know what to write okay; haven't seen her for a long time xP

4. The most memorable thing he/she has done to you?
passing letters to me in class and mdm widayu found out xP

5. The most memorable thing he/she has said to you?
Yuan!: OK OK . I BOW DOWN TO THE " TO BE GREAT KING " *COUGHS. FORGIVE ME SIRE, FOR MY IGNORANCE. BUT MY TONGUE CAN SAY NO LIES. (:

6. If he/she becomes your lover, will you?
i'm attached(:

7. If he/she became your lover he/she has to improve on?
craziness level xP

8. If he/she became your enemy, you will?
start laughing because she'll be my servant instead xP

9. If he/she became your enemy, the reason will be?
cause i really DO become "THE GREAT KING" xP

10. The most desired thing you want to do for him/her is?
laugh at her xP

11. Your overall impression of him/her is?
great person (:

12. How do you think the people around you will think about you?
'THE GREAT KING'

13. The characters you love of yourself are?
level of delusionity(:

14. On the contrary, the characters you hate of yourself are?
cockyness xP

15. The most ideal person you want to be is?
future EPL player(:

16. For people who care and like you, say something to them.
thank you(:

17. Pass this quiz to 10 people.
1. cheekang
2. megan
3. wenshee
4. amalee
5. chen mandy
6. leejiahui
7. deanne(:
8. john
9. gabriel
10. jaime

18. Who is number 6 having a relationship with?
"Cant tell.=.= Privacy plz!"

19. Is number 9 male or female?
female

20. If number 7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing?
hahah; it's normal nowadays(:

21. What is number 2 studying about?
DOES SHE EVEN STUDY? xP

22. What kind of band does number 8 like?
gangsta rap xP

23. Does number 1 have any siblings?
YEP; one who looks EXACTLY like him, or is that his father? xP

24. Will you woo no. 3?
OMG WHY DOES THIS HAVE TO HAPPEN? sorry yuquan xP

25. How about number 7?
i'm with her((:

26. Is number 4 single?
nope; a&a (:

27. What is the surname of number 5?
CHEN; hahah good question(:

28. What's the hobby of number 10?
LAUGHING AND CRAPPING AROUND xP

29. Does number 5 and 9 get along well?
they don't know each other xPP

30. Where is number 2 studying at?
DUNMAN SECONDARY SCHOOL 3C'08

31. Talk something casually about number one
great friend with a sense of humour =P

32. Where does number 9 live at?
TAMPINES; near 201 if i remember xP

33. What colour does number 4 like?
changes allthetime; last i know was green(:

34. Are number 5 and number 1 best friends?
HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAH

35. Does number 1 have any pets?
- wouldn't like it x)

36.Is number 7 the sexiest person in the world?
more than that(:

37. What is number 6 doing now?
uhh; eating? xP

esjgujoh bqbsu

2008-10-28T19:04:00.000+08:00

running through the monsoon;
beyond the world;
to the end of time;
where the rain won't hurt;

Bridging program has started, this year has already come to a close so damn fast. I'll treasure every single moment spent this year, especially days spent serving DUNMAN AIR. Being in dunman air has reallyreally taught me a lot; leadership; brotherhood; pride; honour; glory. My only regret is us having pulled the history of the unit down with us. But records have always been there to be broken, the stamford bridge record of chelsea, our 5/6 year consecutive gold, and new ones will surelysurely be set.

fighting the storm;
into the blue;
and when I loose myself I think of you;
together we'll be running somewhere new;

anyways, YAY, winniethepooh will teach us mothertongue the entire week and that really means more slacking around xP. The day was really normal actually and all lessons lessons and lessons.

through the monsoon;
just me and you.

and so after school i went to eat with lowkim, lohtianliang, and johnleetokkong. After catching up with them we went off our seperate ways. Being reallyreally bored with nothing at ALL to do; i took advantage of john(MUAHAH) and we went back to gongshang after sososo long. &then we sat on the fitness area next to the school and just fooled around remicising, gongshang was really filled with more memories than i can remember. &since i haven't seen deanne(: in what seems to be forever; i waited for her till after guitar and then waiting for cheekang to finishup his longlonglonglonglong overdue higher chinese homework before going home.

tomorrow i'll be walking with her to school after sososo long(: and then attending the SECOND day of bridging. i'll have a period of mothertongue and then emaths and two amaths. So i'll probably bore to death before anything else =P

&monsoon is a reallyreallyreallyreallyreallyreallyreally nice song(:

j epow wijol j dbo ep wijt

gotta be somebody

2008-10-23T15:15:00.000+08:00

1. cheekang
2. eugene ng
3. julian
4. jiahui
5. daowen
6. jonathan
7. deanne
8. megan
9. manesha
10. julia
11. wenshee
12. chenmandy
13. luqman
14. amalee
15. navin
16. maran
17. nadim
18. mark
19. kimmeng
20. prabhu

- How did u meet 14? –amalee
dunmanNCCair; and 3C =P

-What would you do if you never meet 1?- cheekang
i wouldn't have such a great friend(:

-What if 9 and 20 date each other? )-manesha and prabhu
uh huh; whats new =P ?

-Will 6 and 17 date? –jonathan and nadim
they will if i ask them to(:

-Describe 3. -julian
gay joker extrodinaire x)

-Is 8 attractive? -megan
OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMG WHYWHYWHY?

-Describe 7. -deannetanrouhui(:
deanne 'sweet;lovable' tanrouhui(:
the veryvery best thing that has ever and probably will ever happen to me(:
well she's less-tall; a suitable height to burst balls(:
she's so gorgeous; i doubt there's even a word to describe how perfect she is(:
but you're lucky cause i don't wanna flood this post with a description of her that could take forever to write(:

-Do you know any of 12's family members? -chenmeiyin
HAHAHAHAHA; nope xP

-What if 18 confess to you? -mark
i'll go inform 12(:

-What language does 15 speak? –navin
african(:
okayokay sorry lah
tamil

-Who's going out with 9? –manesha
prabhu(:

-How old is 16? -maran
he looks around 3 years old(:

-When did u last speak to 13? –luqman
today; when he came back after winning "DUNMAN's GOT TALENT"

-Who's 2's fav singer?- eugene ng
probably julian xP.

-Would you ever date 4? -jiahui
someone would get really jealous(:

-Would you ever date 1? –cheekang
i'll die because of his stupidity; or so he thinks xP

-Is 19 single? -kimmeng
he doesn't want to be

-What's 10's last name? –julia
checo - pek julia(:

-School of 3? -julian
same school as his master; yours truly(:

-Where does 6 lives? -jonathan
ESPARIS (now you all know >: ) )

-What's yr favourite thing about 5? –daowen
slackiest staff sergeant ever =PP

-Have you seen 11 naked? -wenshee
OMGOMGOMG WRONG PERSON; i'll wait for yuquan to killme somehow(:

the missing 10

2008-10-22T21:58:00.000+08:00

i guess i'll do the other 10 questions of that 90question quiz thing.
91. What feeling do you hate most?
letting teammates down

92. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
uh huh

93. Do you believe in God?
god is great.

94. Who cares for you most?
god(:

95. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
god(:

96. What will you bring when you fight?
my balls =P

97. What have you done regretted doing in your whole life?
starting soccer so, so late):

98. What would you feel if no one no longer cares for you?
god always cares(:

99. What if your boyfriend/girlfriend two-timed you?
i'll burst his balls(:

100. How do you feel now?
not reallyreally great):

quiz2

2008-10-21T22:37:00.000+08:00

it seems quizzes are going around reallyreally fast, so i'll finish this before going off to bed.

What’s your full name?
darrenlaujinjii(:

- Do you like your first name?
darren; it means GREAT(:

- How long have you liked the person you currently like?
around july(:

- Have you kissed anyone in the last 48 hours?
my smallest sister(:

- Did you cry today?
for what?
uh huh
i did not cry(:

- What are you doing this morning at 8am?
still talking to her in dreamland(:

- What are you doing an hour ago?
out with my parents after fetching margaret home(:

- What are you currently doing?
i'm worrying about how deanne's doing):

- Who last texted you a msg?
julia =P

- Have to told anybody that you love them today?
uhhuh(: i have(:

- Do you miss anyone now?
deannetanrouhui(:
imissyou(:

- Any plans for tomorrow?
DUNMANNCCAIR OFFICAL BUSINESS =P

- What was the reason behind the last time you cried?
because i decided i needed to wash my eyeballs a little(:

- Is there anyone you want to be with now?
i'm already with the most amazing girl in the world(:

- Have you kissed anyone who's name starts with CS ?
smallest sister sabrina(:

- Name someone who make you smiles today, how?
deannetanrouhui(: by just looking at her(:

- Name a friend who's name starts with 'Z'
uhh; OMG I KNOW; ZAKARIA

- Which of your friend stays closest to you?
probably mark =P

- Do you prefer to call or to text?
call; although texting is a bearable alternative(:

- Was yesterday better than today?
i doubt so(:

- Can you live a day withour tv and your phone?
nope; i'll just live no matter what happens(:

- Are you mad about anything now?
WORRIED ; the fact that she's upset worries me a lot):

- Do you ever think that relationships really worth it?

- Last person you visited in a hospital?
my grandmum(: ; she's okay now(:

- When is your last and second last hug?
probably on the bus(: ; and my smallest sister at home(:

- What does the last text msg in your inbox says?
"Fri. Ten thirty to twelve.chem Mock spa. Compulsory. Bring calculator googlers and bring your prac file Tmr with the notes in and corrections done. File in also the speed of reaction notes.counted for o level. Please spread. Reply to julia after receiving."

- How do you feel about your life now?
more than that(:

- Do you hate anyone?
nuh-uh(:

- Last person you called?
Jerome

- Who usually sent you the most texts in a month?
deannetanrouhui(:

- Is your room messy now?
i share rooms; so it's my father's side that's messy okay(:

- Who will be mad if your room is messy?
i'll laugh and get mad at my father(:

- Your shortest relationship?
i'm in my first(:

- Who do you look like? Father or mother?
some say father; but i say mother(:

quiz 90qns

2008-10-21T19:14:00.000+08:00

THE FAMED 90QNS QUIZ xP

01. What have you been doing recently?
i just went out with deanne(: & jiahui to vivocity.

02. Do you ever turn your cell phone off?
NEVER, 24/7 (:

03. What happened at 10.00am today?
if i remember correctly, i was sleeping xP.

04. When did you last cry?
when i lost the adidas +challenge

05. Believe in fate/destiny?
I HATE LIT.

06. What do you want in your life right now?
what more could i possibly have(: ?

07. Do you carry an umbrella when it rains, or just put up your hood?
i'll probably be dancing in the rain.

08. What's your favourite thing to have on your bed?
my phone ^-^.

â™¥9. What bottom are you wearing now?
jeans.

10. What's the nicest text in your inbox say?
well second nicest is a consolation already okay(:
"Aww:) & that's why i love you so much:)"

11. Do you tend to make a relationship complicated?
simple and clean(:

12. Are you wearing anything you borrowed from someone?
yes, underwear.

13. What was the last movie you caught?
EAGLE EYE IS NICE(:

14. What are you proud of?
EMATHS(: 77.something / 100

15. What does the oldest text message in your inbox say?
EUGENE NG : "Lmao how old is your sis?chio not?"

16. What was the last song you sang out loud?
majulah singapura

17.Do you have any nicknames?
darrenlaujinjii(:

18. What does your last received text message say?
"Can u b parade commander tml? I not feeling well. Help me find flag raiser oso."

What time did you go to bed last night?
12.07(:

20. Are you currently happy?
more than that(:

21. Who gives you best advice?
uhhh, megan xP

22. Do you eat whipped cream out of a can?
it's fun okay! but no):

23. Who did you talk on phone last night?
i called some ncc juniors(:

24. Is anything bugging you right now?
impossible.

25. What/who was the last thing/person to make you laugh?
every thing/one

26. Do you wear toe socks?
socks cover your toes, idiot.

27. Who was the last person you missed a call from?
MY SMALLEST SISTER(:

28. Have you ever had your heartbroken?
not really(:

29. What annoys you most in a person?
level of annoyism(:

30. Do you have a crush on anyone?
nope(:

31. Have you ever done cocaine?
yepp(:

32. What is the colour of your room?
i'll just say royal blue(:

33. Would you kill someone you hate for a billion dollar?
i'll try to, but i'm afraid i'll accidentally kill myself instead(:

34. Do you believe in the saying : talk is cheap?
i use it all the time but do not believe a single word in that saying(:, including "is"

35. Who was the last person to lie in your bed?
darrenlaujinjii

36. Who was the last person to hug you?
god

37. Did anyone see the last person you kissed?
i kissed my smallest sister just now(:

38. Do you have a life?
i want to be a real boy - pinocchio

39. Have you ever think someone died, when they really didnt die?
good question(:

40. What is the reason behind your profile song?
iloveher(:

41. Who was the last person you saw in your dream?
deannetanrouhui(:

42. Last time you smiled?
7.37pm, thinking of her(:

43. Have you changed this year?
deanne says i have(: i agree with her(:

44. What are you listening right now?
Thunder - Boys Like Girls

45. Are you talking to someone when you doing this?
bobby lee(:

46. Do you walk with your eyes open or closed?
hmmm, i assume it's open

47. Is there a quote you live by?
aim low to avoid disappointment(:

48. Do you want someone you cannot have?
iloveher(:

49. Have you ever played an instrument?
hahah, i tried to(: keyword being TRIED.

50. What was the worst idea you've had in this week?
trying to throw my physics textbook downstairs(: it's just so fat, so full of nonsense AND IT'S TAUNTING ME(:

51. What are you doing last night at 11pm?
probably talking to deanne(: on msn(:

52. Are you happy with your love life right now?
more than that(:

53. What song best describe your love life?
thunder(:

54. Does the person know that you like him/her?
more than that(:

55. Who always make you laugh?
margaret =P

56. Do you speak other language other than English?
every other language, including football(:

57. Favourite website(s)?
threecheersfortyranny.blogspot.com (:

58. What's your middle name?
only she knows(:

59. What are you doing tomorrow?
DUNMANNCCAIR DUTIES(:

60. What do you think you are like?
a reallyreally cocky person with no balls(:

61. Who will you choose to die with?
IT'S NOT THAT EASY FOR DARRENLAUJINJII TO DIE(:

62. Where have you been today?
VIVOCITY(:

63. What game do you play often?
football(:

64. Who are you missing right now?
deannetanrouhui(:
deannetanrouhui(:
deannetanrouhui(:
deannetanrouhui(:
deannetanrouhui(:
deannetanrouhui(:
deannetanrouhui(:

65. If you have to choose between friend and love, who will you choose?
i'd rather not write, because my friends will turn on me(:

66. What are you doing right now?
dancing in the rain(:

67. Which primary school are you from?
GONGSHANG PRIMARY SCHOOL
school of darrenlaujinjii

68. Name 3 colours that you like?
royal blue; royal blue + purple; purple(:

69. What emotion you like to show?
i'd like to laugh at this question but the voice isn't coming out):

70. What is your life to you?
more than that(:

71. If you have something troubling you, what will you do?
i'll jump(:

72. Who did you last chat in msn today?
deanne(:, cheekang, herman

73. Who do you admire most?
bobby lee

74. Which month are you born in?
MARCH

75. How are you feeling right now?
in love(:

76. What is the time now?
12.07pm

77. What kind of person do u think the one who tagged you is?
she's a boy(:

78.What colour did you use to dye hair?
it's all black(:

79. Why are you doing this test?
i thought it was fun, and it is(:

80. What do you do when you're moody?
smile, dance and then be happy(:

81. At which age you wish to get married?
77

82. Who is more important to you?
god

83. If today is the last day of your life, what will you do?
i'll start laughing and then extend my lifespan(:

84. Who is the person you trust the most?
god

85. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after a rain?
i bet i'm the rainbow(:

86. If you have a dream come true, what would it be?
it already came true(:

87. What is your goal for this year?
7777777 goals(:

88.Do you believe in eternity love?
i love god(:

89. What feeling do you love most?
how i feel when you're here(:

90. Do you really think its Global Warming now?
carbondioxide
methane
blahblah
global warming only happens when i'm alive(:

blog

2008-10-15T23:21:00.000+08:00

OKAY, it's time for my long overdue update ^-^

MONDAY
END OF END OF YEAR EXAMS.
i went off to TM with some peeps; umm CHEEKANG, LIMWEI, YOUSRY, KEHSIANG. Uh huh =P. We went around before going to watch THE HOUSE BUNNY. The movie was REALLYREALLY NICE in THAT kind of way(: it ended and yeah, we left.
(THIS IS REALLYREALLY SHORT CAUSE I'M REALLYREALLY TOO TIRED TO ELABORATE)

TUESDAY
ONE OF THE BEST OUTINGS EVER.
started off playing pool at safra and OWNING aniket's ass off. & i forgot that the black ball is NOT counted as a solid. oops. then some ITE peeps came and asked if they could have the table for a game, and navin decided to let them have it. BUT IF THEY DIDN'T RETURN IT AFTER ONE GAME, THEN ANIKET DIES xP. But they returned the table eventually and so aniket kept his life, but lost the game as expected =P. SO when yikai FINALLY arrived an hour late, we went off to go play some LAN. hahah, navin was REALLYREALLY funny. he just kept using the same MACHINEGUN in counterstrike and god pitied him and somehow allowed him to manage to kill all 3 of the other team in one round. woah. so an hour later, we decided to go off to tm to catch some movie. DECIDED to watch eagle eye because aniket didn't have enough ballS to sneak into some NC16 movie xP. so we then headed to longjohn for lunch. after eating, we did what most guys do out together =PP. started PC-ing peeps for fun xP. After that we blew the bulk of our money at the arcade(: but it was fun though, owning aniket at everything =P. Then we went to watch the movie which was REALLYREALLY nice cause of all the action scenes =D. andandand, aniket got shutted-up by some lady sitting in front because he was being noisy, which is already not the correct term xP. so later after the great movie, aniket had to rush home because "the building was collapsing in 30 seconds" xP. And then i started messaging deanne on the way home(:

THURSDAY:
went to help nadim get his present for blah xP. deanne(: and cheekang came along tooo cause he needed girls to help him choose some stuff xP. I really shouldn't disclose what he was buying so yeah. and later jiahui, darrenkui and chiam came along cause they needed to get presents for jonathan for his birthday. And chiam, being chiam, had to tease us =P. But uhhuh, as usual, i had a weapon against him(:

So went home with deanne(: and nadim on 38. And then she did something reallyreally nice(: and nadim was there to tease about it, but who's caring(: ? reluctantly alighting, i went home before going off for soccer =D.

okayokay, i updated at least okay, even though it's boring to read xP.
iloveyoudeanne(:

done

2008-10-11T13:41:00.000+08:00

done.

but it's really low quality):. Sooo goto http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RBMOP4AjE-I and click the "watch in high quality" button(:
I KNOW I SUCK, BUT I HAVE FUN SUCKING(:

update

2008-10-10T22:41:00.000+08:00

okayokay, since girlfriend went on her knees and BEGGED ME to update, i will(: . Okay lets seee, these EOYs were crazy stuff, study, mug, eat, sleep. Yeah that's basically all. OH WAIT. Plus walking to school with my amazing girlfriend(: . SO TODAY KICKSTARTED MY AFTER EOY SOCCER PROGRAM(: I'll eat. sleep and breathe soccer till i get a few trophies =P OF COURSE NOT NEGLECTING MY GIRLFRIEND IN THE PROCESS, SHE'S STRICTLY UNNEGLECTABLE(:

deannetan(:
you're the best thing that has ever/will ever happen to me(:
I don't think anything will ever be able to replace you, ever(:
every single time i look at you, my heart just seems to skip a beat(:
every single time you look me in the eye, it feels like you see right through me(:
every time you look at me, i sneak a smile in the back of my mind(:
every time you're near, worries just seemingly disappear(:
every time you're not, i'll be missing you immensely):
310808;2130
NEVER A DATE I'LL REGRET LIVING IN.
iloveyou(:
"you'll always be my thunder"

okayokay, that sounded really cheesy so if DON'T LOOK IF YOU FEEL LIKE KEEPING YOUR BREAKFAST/LUNCH/DINNER/SUPPER xP

hahah, i managed to obtain a video clip of me playing soccer. I'll try uploading it on youtube and see what happens(:

rand

2008-10-02T18:39:00.000+08:00

imissher(:
imthinkingofher(:
sssucks(:
imjustreallybored(:
byebye(:

COSsinTAN

2008-09-26T22:20:00.000+08:00

MUGGING IS NEVER FUN.

Okay i haven't been posting lately so i guess i'll try to make up for the lack of posts with this one(: . EOYs are 5 days away and guess who's still slacking around? I've just been thinking of that special someone wayy tooo much these days, but that doesn't mean i don't enjoy it(: . She's just reallyreally perfect.

We're holding hands now, and it's seriously such an amazing experience(: . I don't really want to freak you peeps out so i probably won't go on to describe how soft and amazing her skin was xP.

We walked to school on tuesday REALLYREALLY early in the morning because she was supposed to do her CPF project. Walking to school early in the morning is lots of fun, but only because she was there though(:. Later the rest of her group came but then darrenkui refused to act and so.. yeah):

Today was PE so it was going to be YET another boring PE lesson. I SERIOUSLY DOUBT THE TIMETABLE SETTER'S SANITY! PUTTING 3C's PE WITH 1A. Soccer seems a very unlikely thing to happen during PE so it's just either basketball or slacking off. Today, however, i decided to play captain's ball because almost everyone was playing. It's just fun trying to make a nuisance of yourself and win at the same time(:. But zaiyong is really crazy, blocking almost all the shots.

Later it was geography which was another standard lesson. But miss wan started talking to a tape recorder which was supposed to be joycelyn xP. Just really funny. Then came recess and lit followed soon after. 3 periods of non-stop *ahem* fun. Last period was mdm to's and she gave us a free period so thank god for mdm to(:

After school just went to eat in the canteen with deanne(: and cheekang. She was having her MALAY exams so we left at 130(:. Soon we arrived at the 201 bus stop and so she continued to tampines sec while the rest of us alighted):

So it was SMT(Standard Mugging Time) and i decided to study EMATHS today(:. However, being the usual doofus i am, i forgot my emaths books, and therefore had to go back to school to take them xP. Saw nadim and yikai in school loafing around, and deciding that i had enough EMATHS resources, i left to go home to continue torturing myself.

I just keep falling asleep while studying, so i designed my one bite an answer system so i get to get one bite into some junk food if i manage one answer, but it didn't work out and so i just ended up eating the packet of chips anyways xP.

Now i'm just trying to cover as much as i can and i'll probably stay up till late. But it'll all be alright because i have deanne(: accompanying me.

& I reallyreally love you(:
and will stay loving you(:

WEEKEND REVIEW

2008-09-13T23:28:00.000+08:00

WEEKEND REVIEW

these past few days have been reallyREALLY nice(:. I'm just reallyfalling more in love with her every single day.. We walked to school together on tuesday(:. Since then, we have been going home together almost every single day(:. I'm really not complaining((:. I really really enjoy her company and that just makes the rest of my day.

Also have been going to street soccer court often now. Really feel that i'm improving in my turns, passes and vision =D. I will now declare that from now onwards, any 7 goals that i score will be dedicated to her and HER only(:.

i don't really know what else to add on EXCEPT that my common tests really SUCKED. I'll just have to double my efforts for EOYs =D.

BACK!=D

2008-09-06T16:46:00.000+08:00

SUNDAY
I'M BACK =D
AFTER 2.5 days of torture, fun, boringlectures and tests galore, STAFF SERGEANT DARRENLAOJINJII is back ^-^. With a brand new LANYARD, RANK and magical new SKILLS=P.
The mutual test seemed really really difficult until you messaged me(:. I managed to get 60 marks infront of CHIAM(59) so i could gloat in his face and stop him from teasing me anymore >:).. or for at least a minute xP

SOO now that i've got the lanyard and the rank, I'll have to start acting more seniorish. As uncle Ben said, "With Great Power Comes Great Responsibility." This YEAR IS DRAWING TO A CLOSE, and i don't want that to happen, but it will, sooner or later, and all these memories will REALLY stick.

MONDAY
Today was a reallyreally good day because i could see you again(:. Went up to the hall for some SPCA assembly talk before the prize winners went up to receive their awards. IT WASN'T REALLY BORING only because you were there(:

TEST RESULTS WERE REALLY BAD but it's okay, as always, because i'm REALLYREALLY used to it =P. The day passed by fast with messages from her(:. So after school i went to the spec mess to laze around before helping the peeps with their aeromodelling. Played some soccer also cause it was really boring. And then i saw her((: . That was reallyreally nice cause i thought i wouldn't see her again for the rest of the day(: .

Went home later to go out again for SOCCER. The street soccer court had quite alot of peeps today, even though its fasting month. REALLY FUN cause they were really good players. With good players playing, it's always going to be a challenge that's fun and really exciting. My NEW shoes made a greatGREAT debut with two goals today =).

I'll be meeting her tomorrow morning and i'm really looking forward to that(((:

END OF POST

leaving for senior spec

2008-09-03T18:31:00.000+08:00

MYFINALDAYBEFORESENIORSPEC
the past few days have been spent on messaging her(:, going to school for senior spec "prep" and just lazing around at home. I haven't really started packing nor studying for senior spec course(HAVEN'T EVEN CUT MY HAIR) but i guess i'll be okay =P.

Okay i'll be making this post SHORT AND SWEET. I'll be heading off for my senior spec course tomorrow so i'll miss her(:, alot. i'll also miss the rest of you peeps duh xP. So mutuals, air tests, bunk beds, here I come ^-^.

310808

2008-08-31T21:47:00.000+08:00

today something REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY AMAZING;WONDERFUL;MAGICAL;LOVELY;SUPERB, something no-words-can-describe happened to me. I'll explain it at the ending of this wonderful post(:. 310808;2130

Today, i went to the RSAF open house 08(:, saw loads of friends there(:, it was held at the paya lebar air base, somewhere near airforce school, where i attended my gold and silver wing courses(:. the aerial displays were really really really nice to watch and i loved every second of it ^-^.and you.. Especially the commando-diving-out-of-the-helicopter bit =). if only you were there with me.. So later after the aerial display, i went to the street soccer court to check the crowd there. NO ONE, for a change xPP. Therefore, home was going to be the ONLY option(:.

&finally, i confessed to the girl of my dreams =)). God, i'm reallyreally overwhelmed by your answer(:. 310808;2130. &We'll last, i know it(((:.
310808;2130

CROSS COUNTRY

2008-08-29T13:49:00.000+08:00

today was dunman's annual cross country race. I met up with daniel and kim and took 17 to pasir ris park. Spied on kimmeng's messages with a certain girl >: ). So we went to the meeting point and walked around, AGREEING with people to run together, but alas, agreeing to run together for some people usually means a backup plan for if they cannot reach their target. So then watched the other levels and the teachers running. MR IVAN SIM(DMNNCCAIR) won ^^. So then it was the sec 3's turn to run. Alot of people thought the run was going to be cancelled cause it looked like it was going to rain heavily, but when it didn't it was going to, so damnnnnn.

So the run started and i ran and ran and ran and ran till darrenkui caught up to me cause i started slacking around. So we competed with one another until the finish line. 300m before the finish line, darrenkui started sprinting when he saw me behind him. SOO i just sprinted also and so managed to win him and get 32th position^^. EDIT: I FORGOT TO MENTION THAT I vomitted like a waterfall but it was okay cause i'm used to it ^^. Better luck next time broo =P

Went off with the matreps after the event and haziq treated us to some ex drinks at mccafe. Then we went off walking randomly before boarding our seperate buses.

I'm just going off to sleep now, so i'll probably end this post before you can say anything.

&gawd,
i just can't stop thinking of you.

and i'm back again, i just HAVE to update cause i'm feeling really happy. After waking up, i went out again to engage in my most FAVOURITE hobby. So i went to the street soccer court and was MAJORLY off form for my first game. So thenn... i just felt determined to raise my standard and show what i'm really capable of for the second game. So after weeks of emulating DECO at home, i finally managed to pull off some playmaking at the court. GOD, it felt so damn good scoring, even though it was just one goal. After a sublime one-two with my teammate, i found the ball at my feet and stepped over with my right foot and went the other way, passing my marker and slotting it past the keeper with the outside of my right foot. Thanks guys for the great, great game today. I had to go home cause i was nursing yet ANOTHER cramp.

i've just returned from suntec where there was the comex2008. My father wanted to go there to go sign up for some plan with singtel. So after years and years and years of waiting, our number was called up to counter 29. We went home after taking my sister home after her torture in NTU campus. BTW THERES FILE CHECKING TOMORROW! I guess that concludes my post today.

&really
i reallyreallyreally miss you.

end of CTs

2008-08-28T19:34:00.000+08:00

FINALLY, its the end of the common tests. Senior spec course will be in a week's time and then a few weeks later, EOYs. I'm starting to countdown to when the year will be over, this magical year will be over in november, then next year will be pure torture.

Today's papers were quite easy, so i'm aiming fail by at least a mark. But it's okay, i'm used to not hitting my targets.

Throughout this commontest, i have been tortured and abused for all the 'right' reasons. For the enitre time i have sat with weichong so far, i've been blackmailed, forced, cut and slapped by him. WHY THE HELL DOES HE HAVE TO KEEP LONG NAILS TOO?!? Have also started playing tabletennis too. Lots of people are interested in it all of a sudden. But still, i AM UNDEFEATED ^^. Daowen has been getting better, but he's just another cocky bastard =P.

today was teachers' day celebration so it was kinda fun. First we played some truth or dare and bullied pira, but later i was just whacked hard for pointing out wenshee's prominent pimple ^^. But then it got boring after a while so i went back into the class and me and julian started listening to songs on his iPod, or rather, from him.

AND MY PLANS TO RETURN TO PRIMARY SCHOOL TO VISIT TEACHERS FAILED YET AGAIN xP. Damndamndamndamndamn. Tomorrow is LMS for gongshang so there probably won't be school. And i was looking forward to going back to primary school after SOO long. And i even can't remember clearly my form teacher's name.

Tomorrow is cross country and it'll be soccer in between, just like previous years. How nostalgic ^^.

NOMINATED!

2008-08-21T21:48:00.000+08:00

guess who got selected for the last spot for the senior specialists course?!? YEP! DARRENLAUJINJII

After an entire year of lovely events and activities, the time has nearly come for us to stand down as active leaders of NCCAIR. Senior specialists have been selected and the selection of USM will come soon as well. Then at sec 4, we will guide the next batch to take over us. all these years of fun and laughter will come to an end just like that.

OKAY, fast forward(or was it backwards?) to the pre-course briefing. We took transport allll the way to amoy quee with a BIG BIG BIG BIG traffic jam inbetween. However the jam was just minor so we managed to reach amoy quee around... 4.45 ^^. The briefing started at 4 so we were late! As my fellow senior specs declared their cameraphones, i turned around to find groups of 5 people leaving the HQ. IT WAS OVER. it was gonna be OOC for us. (Overall outstanding cadet OR out of course). therefore we went in to take attendance with SIR praba, OIC of the course.
THEN we left ^^. If there's one thing i've learnt today, it is to NEVER EVER TALK TO MATREPS IN CHINESE, it NEVER works out. and also not to be late for NCCHQ related activities ^^

MAGICAL DAY

2008-08-14T21:07:00.000+08:00

today was another GREAT day in the life of DARRENLOWJINJII.

first the day started with performances by my korean guests. They did loads of stuff before jonathan and changshi went up to perform SOLOS for them. Not bad if i must say so myself ^^. Next it was english with TO KK. Yadayadayada, did some summary thing on the board. Soon it was PE =D; highlight of the day.

After a short repremandation by mr tan, we went off the the field. 3h had to do NYAA on that day apparently, so it was back to the 3c/3d1 rivalry >: ).

haha, issac started the scoring, 1-0.
before DARRENLOW, 2-0
then came luqmannul, 3-0
daowen arrived soon, 4-0
adding 2, 5-0
low adding his second, 6-0
daewon slotting his penalty, 7-0
julian then buried it, 8-0

so we won ^^. MAGNIFICENT achievement. During the match we did a cheer and suaned them by doing a cheer >: ).
SONG: 8-0
ARTIST: 3C feat warren

so then had 4 periods of lessons before leaving for IMT. At yishun it was chaos when mr latiff went out. Everyone was messing around stupidly. Went back to school after that to watch pira practice his HAWT bollywood dance for the wuhan peeps. went home after ^^.

NCC AIRE

2008-08-12T20:48:00.000+08:00

i'm back AGAIN =D. I'm at least trying to keep my wonderful little blog ALIVE ^^.

today was the same few lessons again, mother tongue, amaths, english, chem. mother tongue, nadim and i just lazed around because we didn't have our chinese workbooks and the teacher didn't care cause we're hopeless nuts that do nothing but laze around(at least thats nadim >: ) )so we talked about stuff until 10.30 where we left for recesss. Recess ate the same stuff again, and nadim did his usual "EH THE UNCLE GAVE ME SO MUCH CHILLI" throwing of chilli on the table. Soon amaths arrived and the TERRIFIC miss nawal(i hope you're reading this ;) ) accused ME, DARRENLOW of all people, of copying harith's work. I wonder how she was so observant.. Had a test which i am absolutely positive i will fail by at least 7.5 marks. then it was ENGLISH WITH MADAM TO KK! I tell you that teacher is superb =D. She can remember assignments that were supposed to be submitted humpty years ago and chase it. She's that kind of joker teacher that spells "shook" as "shoke" XD. Then it was off to chem for another lecture with sharifah narisah. I listened.. and listened until 1.35 when i made the great escape. God, thank you for latiff's letter.

WE BOARDED THE BUS TO SAFRA YISHUN for imt training for my sec one cadets. They did well for their first attempt. therefore i forgive them for all they have done to me=). lots of jokes shared round the shooting grounds that made for a fun fun day^^.
then i went home on 28.

haha.. sec 3 life is ending so damn fast. i could live with more of this, but its gonna be time to step down soon. I wish i could stay but i rather not be retained. So i'll just live in the moment.

DARRENLOW

BLOG REVIVAL

2008-08-09T20:40:00.000+08:00

I HAVE REVIVED DARRENLOW's MAGICAL BLOG OF FUN. THIS SHALL BE ITS BIRTHDAY FROM NOW ON.
9/08/08
^^

i'll post about wed's movie

first, nadim the egypt, weicheng, jerome and I went to the cinema after school to watch MONEY NOT ENOUGH II. i managed to get the seat that was 7th from the front and 7th from the side ^^. This just goes to show that 7 is indeed my FATED number. Then we walked around aimlessly before finding a place to eat. After LOTS of noise and a broken nose, we decided to eat at the foodcourt in tm. The dumb thing was that ALL of us brought exactly $10 each and tickets cost $6, so we had just $4 for food and popcorn. But we used our $4s to buy makan so we couldn't buy any popcorn or drinks anymore, but there was still tapwater =D. We had some guy talk and did some fun stuff before leaving for the theatre. REALLY REALLY FUN stuff.

The theatre was packed with loads of aunties and uncles =O, and nadim was complaining about them. But the movie was nice cause it had funniness and sadliness together. It reminds jerks like me to treasure their parents. I ALMOST cried, but ALMOST is the keyword here xP. I couldn't say the same for nadim though(oops).

Then it was home SWEET home for us and we met up with the great cheekang of singapore who was at mac. boarded 291 home to go home.

DARRENLOW

đмлдіŕ 08 goldwing & annual camp

2008-06-10T22:25:00.000+08:00

I have returned from the horrors of goldwing and đмлдіŕ 08 annual camp. Lemme start with the gold wing.
Gold Wing
magical experience. It was fun memorising the notes for the test that was too easy for even maran. Was supposed to meet the rest of the doofusses to take the mrt to eunos together. However, I managed to be late for all three days. That made me feel good. On the first day, the highlight was the rabbani incident O.o. Bravely approaching john, he requested for a girl's number. It was meant to be a joke but john went and asked the girl anyway. Eventually he got the number, but she left out the most important piece of the puzzle. The last number of the number. Therefore, everyone was trying to figure it out. At last, he managed to stop trying. However, he did give her his msn.

On the second day, I met herman the st pats cadet. I found out his name and that he lived next to my school. However, he DID attempt to beat me up after the first 57 seconds he knew me, resulting in a bruise somewhere in his pants.

On the third day, i laughed at herman every chance i got and tried to study all the complex information that was on the notes. Fortunately, the test was too easy but I was confident I would pass. I then went back to school to help out in the woodcutting works. It wasn't easy. The hours were long and the pay was low to none. However, I had mr bernard's face in my head and that image spurred me on for the rest of the day.

đмлдіŕ 08 annual camp
Finally, i had a chance to shine. Sec 3 cadets were supposed to be there by 6.35pm. I arrived fashionably late, as usual. Late by just 35 minutes. A record, even for me. So i went to my platoon's bunk and saw three cadets lying on the floor. We got off to a good start and so marked the start of the camp.

I thought that this camp would be a fun and enjoyable one. However, imran came. that made it more fun and enjoyable. So my platoon started with 500 points. Plus imran's middle finger to nazirul, and his singing of "Take you there - Sean Kingston" on the walkie talkie used by the camp heads, we had 390 points. However, we never gave up. We continued our laughing and before we knew it, we were in third place. We remained there for the whole duration of the camp. We also had the platoon song - "Take you there - Sean Kingston"because imran kept singing it, and it got stuck somewhere in our heads.

This was my most said quote of the camp. About 34 to 35 times i think, someone kept count for me. "Imran, how many times do I have to tell you? This is NOT your mother's house" May sound stupid but he really did act like it was.

Last year's quote of the camp was maran's. "This is not a holiday camp, this is a tough camp." You had to be there to understand it.

Ending my post here, i would like to end it with a song. Therefore..

briefing

2008-05-31T22:30:00.000+08:00

I had nccair briefing today, so i went to school. Upon my arrival, I noticed several assholes on the 3rd storey looking down at the choir people in the midst of their camp. I resisted the temptation to laugh at choir and went on to receive instructions.

I went towards the direction of the spec mess when i stopped short to consider the possibility that there could be a CLT inside as I was preparing to greet the people inside the room with a vulgarity. Eventually i opened the door and looked inside, only finding jerome with his nccair campfeast shirt. I laughed at him and turned to proceed to the 3f classroom where i was instructed by him to go for the briefing. I then went up the stairs, my mind in a state of chaos, wondering how the hell i was going home later.

When i reached the 3f classroom, i saw those perverts again and so i greeted them. I found that these people were actually my fellow sec 3 cadets and i must say that i am appalled by their behaviour. I started to laugh at them for no reason and they laughed back at me for doing so. I hope they have learnt their lesson, crime doesn't pay. Anyways, i joined to listen to their commentary on the activities unfolding before our very eyes, as the briefing had not started and saw amalee bin jaafar and s/o subramanian making their ways towards the classroom. I greeted them with a swift kick to the **** as what i always do.

After the briefing, which involved the briefers being scolded twice by ms hannah yeo for intentionally calling her up to login into her laptop as they had done many stupid things to log her out, the platoon sargeants were supposed to supervise flag-making with their platoon members to build team spirit. Needless to say, my platoon, F-5 Tiger, had the least possible chance of drawing a decent . However, my platoon managed to overcome all odds by relying on s/o subramanian to do the work for us, this resulted in us accomplishing our first task. Therefore, I would like to dedicate this post to my mother.

After that it was home sweet home and so i went home to find myself falling asleep after so much hard work.

nades

2008-05-29T21:41:00.000+08:00

yesterday marked the start of another period in my sec 3 life. The start of the period of laughter and joy, but more specifically, remedials. You may think that i am dumb but i beg to differ. Its compulsary for every dumbass from my class. Therefore, you should know my IQ level by now.

The previous paragraph may sound like nonsense for all of you, and while that may be true, thats not the point anyway. The point is that remedials suck. They take the life out of you and put it back in, while squeezing your nuts in the process. That may sound like a stupid comparison but just go think about it.

So had i a dose of amaths and some ss. I'm still having that hangover from the lollipop she gave us. It tasted too good to be true. And like most cases, it isn't. I'm just using flattery to express my hate for it. And i still haven't got my amaths file, even today, and i gotta pass it up tomorrow. I'll try to make it back home tomorrow, but if i don't, yea, you'll know what happened to me.

went to school for an hour today, for amaths. Loads of ppl weren't around and i can imagine why. C'mon, who would want to waste their hols in school? Actually, i can think of alot of names but thats completely irrelevant.

gonna stop here tonight, i've got some annoying remedials from 8 to 1230 tomorrow and i'll be looking forward to it.

Back from the dead

2008-05-24T20:02:00.000+08:00

today was meet-the-parents day. My parents didn't go because i didn't want them to of course. Who actually wants their parents to go? Maybe me but they still didn't go in the end. went to get my report book and saw that i managed to get a 73 for my level position. Thats already a good position as compared to my future position.

The hols are here at last. However, i will be staying in this miserable but detestable country while many of you get to fly. Its ironic. I stay back on the ground of this wonderful country for my cca ncc(AIR) while you guys get to fly instead.

Hmm.. leave the rest of the stuff that happened so far for nades(another) post.

So remember, to succeed, never count your bridges until you catch the eggs.

Remember this saying and it will get you far. Just like me, the future president of this magnificently contradictive state.

Blue is the colour

2008-04-27T13:33:00.000+08:00

Yesterday's game was perfect. It had everything. Goalline clearances, penalties, freekicks and goals. It reminds me of why I support Chelsea FC. When Ballack headed in his first yesterday, I went screaming with joy. Then out of nowhere, a replica Chelsea jersey with the number 8 and lampard's mother's name, and the words RIP, appeared. When i saw that, the reason i support chelsea, i realised again, was because of the spirit of the team. It touched me to see how close the players are.

Went to clarke quay to watch the match yesterday. Damn big screen. Was really nice to watch. Anyways, the score was 2-1 to Chelsea (of course). Didn't do anything much yesterday. Mostly at home trying to do add maths. Actually, I'm still doing a maths now. I'm gonna get a new pair of boots/shoes if i do well in this mid years (thanks to my parents). Therefore, i am making the extra effort so that i can get the boot/shoe that i want.

Eh, I just noticed, my posts are getting shorter and shorter xD.

Friday.

2008-04-25T21:45:00.000+08:00

Was kimmeng's bday yesterday. Him, kanghao, nadim, jerome, siangeng and I went to celebrate. He was in a bad mood cuz someone who was supposed to meet him cancelled at the last minute. The feelings sucks. I know that. =P We went to go eat chicken rice in the end. After talking a lot of crap, we went home cuz kim didn't feel like doing anything (except ice skating). I went to the bus stop at jerome's house and boarded 28. Was just like a normal day in the end. EH AND BEFORE I FORGET, chee kang owes me $7 and nadim, $2 xD

Haha.. today was a friday so it meant rushing journal at the end of the day. However i chose to go play futtbol because Rahman told me he wanted to train. He never turned up in the end xD. I went back to class but saw chee kang and siang eng on the way. They wanted to play futbol so i ended up in the field anyways xD. Shaun (the fat one) came and we played a mini 2v2 game xD. It became 3v3 anyways when daowen and jerome came. I had to go back to class to finish journal but need to endure some dumb teasing about her xD. Then i finished it and boarded 28 home.

Went back home only to go out again to play futbol with some friends. Haha, was in good form today =D. Then, i went to go eat dinner with my family and now i'm back home typing this thing out. xD

and thats the END for today.

another day

2008-04-23T16:49:00.000+08:00

ANOTHER DAY

CHELSEA DREW 1-1. MUAHAHAHAHAHA. It was a REALLY REALLY lucky goal =P. Actually, it was an own goal xD. THANK YOU RIISE.. =P it was a wonderful present to chelsea =D.

WOOT! I passed up all my english homework, including the proposal thing. Hah, it feels good after completing all my overdue homework. Today was another of THOSE days. Started off with EMATHS and a test. It was REALLY easy but Mr Low said got lots of careless mistakes.

Then it was lit with ANOTHER test =P. I dunno if i did good tho.. but then again.. who cares? xD Played futbol during recess again. Was NOT on form today but it was fun =P. Had chem after recess and it was as it's always been, boring. English lesson was kinda dumb. Kimmeng and I put "YO!" on the computer screen to annoy mr imran. It caused the computer to lock up after he saw it. Then harith got scolded for looking at chem stuff in the project folder. HAH! Then we were voting for the essays until he decided that it was funny to lock the computers up. -.^ Many people were scolded throughout the duration of the lesson and it was worthwhile to see the annoyance on his face.

Ended with physics where i fell asleep as usual. SPA briefing stuff. Its REALLY REALLY BORING.

After school went to play table tennis to try out some new moves i thought of. I finally learnt how to 'la'. However, kimmeng was damn pissed with some girl who was supposed to meet him but played him out, causing him to become emo. (His birthday's tmr leh)

So left table tennis area with jerome to go eat. We went to find chee kang and left for chicken rice after his amaths. So ate and talked cock before walking to jerome's house's bus stop where i boarded 28 home. Talked to mr wong in the bus. Hes a good TA =P.

Midyrs are coming soon so i better start studying. Till next time =P

My life so far

2008-04-22T17:47:00.000+08:00

MY LIFE SO FAR
Yo to all you peepz reading this crap. I decided to start YET another blog and i HOPE i can update it regularly. Lets see what has happened in my life so far this year..

Ncc(air) rocks. Its a lot better than what it was in the last two years. Probably 'cause we're sec 3s and that means a lot of slacking and ordering people around. I'm hoping that for a good post in the unit cause i'm starting to like it.

I joined three soccer competitions this year too. First was some local challenge in Toa Payoh. The players there were damn violent, and I MEAN violent. My team managed to pass the TOUGH group stages to get into the quarter finals, where we won due to a disqualification to the other team. The whole accident is a damn memorable one. We were leading by two goals to nil. They were kicking off. They passed the ball rather long towards their left striker (where i was playing right defence) and i intercepted it. The bastard from the other team lifted his feet up towards my penis area (too crude i guess xD) and nearly hit it. i dodged in time to just sustain a glancing blow xD. However, me being me, dived and yelled at him "WHATS YOUR PROBLEM?!?"

Their team wanted to start a fight and Dharvin called their team sore losers, earning him a kick in the shin. They were disqualified there and then, and we were on our way to the semis. When we left the pitch, Dharvin received a punch to the head by the fking bastard who hit me in the match before. The ref had to step in to prevent a fight, and Dharvin managed to control his temper. If not, who knows what would have happened.

However, we still lost 3-2 in the semis after fighting our hardest. And thats the end of that tournament. We went home in silence.

In the second, we were DAMN confident in winning this time. We won our way through the first three matches, 3-1, 5-0, 2-0. We were in the semis YET AGAIN. And YET AGAIN we lost. This time 0-2. We went home YET AGAIN in silence.

In the third, we had little or no confidence in winning the competition, but expected to go into the round of 32 at least. It was the adidas +challenge 2008, there were 80 teams playing this time. We started off losing 1 and drawing 1 out of our 4 groups games, thus making it almost impossible to go through to the knockout stages. We were dissapointed but still we went in playing the third game without any pressure at all, playing for the joy of playing. Who woulda guessed, we won 6-1. We had a chance of qualifying again after looking at the table. We won the fourth game with a 4-0 scoreline.

We got through the rest of the knockout games with a LOT of effort, and we made it to the semis YET YET AGAIN. This time, we drew with the team again, through normal time and penalties, in the end, it was all down to a coin toss. This part is gonna be damn long, so just stay patient xD.
During the coin toss, the heads and tails of the coin was not clarified, therefore i picked tails, which i though was the Majulah side, and the majulah singapura side really came out! I though we won but the ref turned around and said that it was heads, and the other team won. My team was DAMN DAMN outraged and we confronted the stupid organisers. They said to redo the coin toss again and this time, we WON =P. However, after about 30 minutes of happiness, they decided to reverse the decision because we did answer not yes or no to a rematch because we had not decided anything. Therefore, we went out of the tournament just like that.

I think thats enough of my soccer life so far, and I hope to win a tournament this year. Now I'm just under piles of homework, and I need to complete them someway.