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Tuesday, December 29, 2009

2:19AM. I can't sleep.

One year. one year and four months. But what you told me at the station hurts so much. but i won't think about the future. I'll forget, as always, but it was so painful. It was logical, but i don't want to let you go. Every time you touched me after that made me want to cry. Each time felt like the last. But i can't stay away, yet. I'm still in love with you.

But either way you'll always occupy a special place right there in my heart, Deanne Tan Rou Hui.

Today was a nice day nonetheless. You made me laugh, smile and feel so happy. Happy to be around you. Smiling at your indecisiveness as we went, holding you close as we sat, and smiling and making funny faces at each other(: 2 more days and then the year ends. And i'll cherish every moment we spend until then. Whatever goes beyond that i just don't know. But i'll cherish you for as long as we're together, i promise.

And i just want to say,
Thank you for being my first love.
I'll never regret having you.

But i guess for now i'll try to sleep, and dream about us being together, forever.

i love you.
Darren

Chirad
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