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Tuesday, December 29, 2009

2:19AM. I can't sleep.

One year. one year and four months. But what you told me at the station hurts so much. but i won't think about the future. I'll forget, as always, but it was so painful. It was logical, but i don't want to let you go. Every time you touched me after that made me want to cry. Each time felt like the last. But i can't stay away, yet. I'm still in love with you.

But either way you'll always occupy a special place right there in my heart, Deanne Tan Rou Hui.

Today was a nice day nonetheless. You made me laugh, smile and feel so happy. Happy to be around you. Smiling at your indecisiveness as we went, holding you close as we sat, and smiling and making funny faces at each other(: 2 more days and then the year ends. And i'll cherish every moment we spend until then. Whatever goes beyond that i just don't know. But i'll cherish you for as long as we're together, i promise.

And i just want to say,
Thank you for being my first love.
I'll never regret having you.

But i guess for now i'll try to sleep, and dream about us being together, forever.

i love you.
Darren

Chirad
goaled @ 1:41 AM

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Monday, December 7, 2009

As of now i am a slave to deanne tan rou hui because my hand snapped into fragments and i have to wear a bandage around my neck and of course it hurts, bullshit.

Now how do you think i can type, of course there's no magic, but its something close to it, its called deanne(:
she's here with me, and she's being such a sweetie by accompanying me on the day i needed her most.

i love deanne, and i love her with all my life.

the only good thing out of this is that my left hand's not the one that's broken, and i'm a rightie ;D
and with this, there's deanne,deanne and more deanne.

no more soccer though, but not for long it'll only be two months before i'll BE BACK AND BETTER THAN EVER!

WAIT FOR ME CHELSEA!

Chirad
goaled @ 7:14 PM

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Thursday, November 12, 2009

Posting again! Actually only cause darling wanted me to(: and cause i love her ever so much i'm gonna post!

O levels have gone by in a flash(WHOO) and its really great to be able to play play and enjoy like crazy about its done. Yet i don't feel that great because soon we'll have to go our separate ways and its sad. Dunman was like a second home to me and i'll always miss hiding in the mornings and exploring in the afternoons. We'll be the last few people to ever scale the roof and that makes me proud, in some twisted sense.

well the days have been really long and draggy but nice cause i had my darling and i was wishing each day would past quickly and now its all over. So now the holidays are here and then we'll play and play and play till the dreaded results come out( unless of course you know you'll get a1s all over the shop).

Look forward to the pure/combined match and soccer, and more importantly, spending time with my sweet, dear deanne.

Chirad
goaled @ 5:37 PM

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Thursday, July 16, 2009

HELLO! I've decided to start posting again every once in a while because of my sudden craving for posting posts. Life hasn't been too bad since the last post below; only that it's gotten much more stressful and the SCHOOL FIELD HAS UNDERGONE RECONSTRUCTION! It's remedials every single day now but it's fun as i've said before in one of my posts below but i am not willing to scan through my archives because i'm afraid it'd crack after so long ;D

Lately i've been sitting with the malay boys and it's really fun.(Haziq; Haris(th) and Luqman) We have this lame game called the lame game and its lame but fun. Due to the countless lame jokes from Haris(th) we created this competition to see who manages to get the most lame points at the end of the year. And for every lame joke you say you +1 to +10 depending on the degree of the lameness.

AND haris(th) is leading as usual. Thanks to his hangers and test tubes xD.

And d has just been so amazing; and so perfect throughout this entire relationship. So understanding; in so many ways.
Thank you so much d.

And guess what? I've picked up a little bit of basketball too! And though i really suck; hey; it's some consolation for no soccer ;D

Alright; i guess i'll end my first post in a trillion billion years now; good luck to everyone in their studies and whatnot.

And i love you so much d(:

NO TIME ALREADY!

Chirad
goaled @ 11:27 PM

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Sunday, March 15, 2009

here's my promised post(:

i'm totally; completely taken in by you.
you're mean the world to me.

and i've never gone through a day after the 31th of august not thinking about you.
an i'm feeling bliss too. total complete bliss

days without you here seem SO LONG.
and i'm missing you like crazy; and i think i'll see even less of you during the holidays):
but i love you; and that's all i really know.

and on another note;
liverpool 4 - 1 manchester united

;D

Chirad
goaled @ 11:28 AM

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Thursday, March 5, 2009

i feel so lucky; everytime i look at you.
it's like catching lightning; the chances of finding someone like you;
deanne tan rou hui.
you're everything; everything i could ever ask for;
and more.

cause everytime we touch; i get this feeling
and everytime we kiss; i swear i can fly.

it's precious; every moment we spend together.
and it's wonderful; and i'm loving it.

with every kiss and every hug;
You make me fall in love.

we're into our seventh month; and i know each month will only get better.
i know it.

i love you;
deanne
tan
rou
hui

so much.

Chirad
goaled @ 9:08 PM

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Wednesday, February 18, 2009

the past few days have been heaven on earth.
heaven. simply heaven.
i love you; deanne tan rou hui(:

monday we went to go catch "New in town" ; and it was wonderful;
but i'm not refering to the movie actually; but her.
muahahah; and i've just realised that it's our first real date actually; only she and me.
and then we went to get dinner; which she ATE SLOWLY AS USUAL; and she forgot to apologise to the africans as well! for wasting FOOD(:
we're closer than we ever were; and i really like that.
she's just really precious to me.

so school has been great so far; with lots of jokes on miss yeap and stuff ;D
"HUH?! MISS YEAP GOT SCANDAL WITH HAZIQ?!"
and eugene with his SAVE THE FARMERS ideals ;D
and "HARIS(harith) PREGNANT" outbursts ;D

i'll update again on monday(:

Chirad
goaled @ 10:33 PM

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